Saturday, September 4, 2010

2 Things I Want To Say...

*Ugh. I have no effin idea how I'm going to survive or what I want to do with life. I try my best and sometimes that's  not enough. I''m scared. What if I slack off too much? What if I do things wrong? What if it's too late? I'm freaking out because this is my last year to get things right. I don't wanna be the person everyone expects so much from, but then disappoints. Because that would suck. I want to be the person who surprises them all, including myself. I want to be strong, confident, amazing. I want to be perfect. So, help me. Help me please.

*Thank you, thank you, thank you. Thank you for everything. Many, many, many times I "doubt" you, but you never disappoint. You're always here for me. Sometimes you get angry and you know what, I deserved it. Sometimes I don't get what I asked for...what I needed, but you know what, it's always for the best. I'm the selfish one. You're the one that's the most kind, the most grateful, the most just. Thank you for staying by my side. I know you'll always be here.

-AA

3 comments:

♥ said...

I really do love your blog, we have a lot in common..I don't know why you couldn't follow me..but you should try again (: I haven't been posting a lot lately with school starting but I promise to start back up soon :)

:) said...

thank you! well, i'll try following u again :)

Workin' I.T. said...

"because this is my last year to get things right."

I know what you mean...but don't believe that. It's simply not true.

Every day - each moment!- is a new gift and a way for you to change the course of your life. I am just now learning that, but I promise you it's true.

Had fun catching up with what you're about- thanks for the comment a while back!

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